I did not notice the change in myself until after it happened.
While I was going through it, I was frustrated and impatient.
I kept showing up. I kept praying. I didn’t give up. I did the work.
One day I realized that the desire to drink was gone, the thoughts of suicide were gone, and I wanted to live sober.
I am only here by the Grace of God.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.