I am an alcoholic. I didn’t choose to be, but that doesn’t matter. I will always be an alcoholic because it will never go away.
Normal people may never understand it, but I cannot just “drink a little bit”. I never drank just a little and I cannot stop once I start.
There are certain things that I must do to ensure that I remain sober. A connection with God is essential for me.
Beyond keeping me away from drinking, my connection with God helps me to live a purposeful life.
I wouldn’t have it any other way.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.