Perhaps the reason I was never ok was that my soul was yearning for a divine connection.
It was not a conscious yearning but one that manifested itself in restlessness, irritability, and discontent.
Perhaps all alcoholics and addicts are just yearning for a divine soul connection.
I traveled the road of alcohol and drug abuse trying to soothe that yearning. That road brought me to my knees in desperation.
I was led to find the divine soul connection for which I yearned.
I believe that my path was set by God to bring me to this place. My soul is at peace.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.