When I was physically dependent on substances, I had to drink or use. I had no choice because every decision was made under the influence of a substance.
After a period of time away from the substances, the physical compulsion was lifted and I was able to think more clearly.
Now, every day I have a choice either to try to find comfort in the substances or in God.
The choice is mine. I choose God.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.