The decision to not drink and instead go to the hospital detox was surreal.
Up until then I did not realize my plight but I was desperate.
It was like I was not making the decision, but rather I was just following along.
I understand now that God intervened and guided me to the decision.
God has His Reasons. He knows what is best for me.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.