“Well, at least I’m not drinking.”
The effect of my alcoholism is not limited to my substance abuse. It affects how I think, feel, and act.
So, if I try to pass off bad behavior as acceptable because I’m not using, it points to the unmanageable attributes of my disease and my life.
If I don’t change, I am doomed to pick up again.
If I don’t rely upon God, I cannot change.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.