I cannot just glide along every day like a normal person and get through the day easily.
There are certain things I must do every day to remind myself of who I am and what I am.
I’m ok with that.
I am an alcoholic. I am not “deserving” of any kind of special treatment nor harsh judgement.
My life can be precarious because I am prone to reverting to the person I used to be if I don’t attend to my recovery every day.
“Constant vigilance” is a theme of my life. Daily reliance upon God is a requirement.
Sure, I am used to it but still I cannot take it for granted.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.