Shedding my addictions had a purpose that I did not initially see.
At first I thought I just needed to stop suffering, to alter the self-destructive path I was traveling.
After my mind cleared a bit, and I started to follow certain steps, I wondered where this was going to lead me.
When I eventually thought less about “me”, I realized that God was carrying me so that I might get closer to Him by helping others.
This has been a journey to find God all along.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.