While I was drinking and using drugs, the progression of my character defects got worse along with my substance abuse.
When the substances stopped working, no amount of alcohol could bring me relief but I kept trying to find it.
Once I stopped drinking, I found that I had lost my soul. But stopping drinking only exposed to me how corrupt my soul had become. That was terrifying.
I have been trying to restore my soul ever since. Only God has the Power to restore my soul.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.