I used to wonder how I made it this far – how unlikely it is that I survived and how undeserving I am of this life.
Perhaps that kind of thinking is a perverse way to self-sabotage and allow myself an excuse to revert to my old ways.
Fear of what’s ahead will always make me pause, mainly because of the uncertainty of what will come next.
I must remember that I did not get this far on my own and that God has a Plan for me.
Living with a trust in God removes the self-doubt and the fear.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.