After a long period of time without abusing substances, I can get the sense that “I’m good. I got this.”
If I actually believe that, I will become complacent and forget how I got here.
I need to remember the life I used to live and the suffering that comes with it.
If I forget that, I risk going back there.
Just as I used to need to drink every day out of necessity, I need to seek God’s Help every day.
Seeking God is a necessity.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.