On this day in 1990, I had my last drink. Being in a blackout, I don’t remember it exactly but I’ve got a pretty good Idea.
However, I do remember how I felt and what I thought – a true feeling of doom and wanting to end it all.
I don’t ever want to feel that way again, so I do whatever it takes to make sure.
That was a lifetime ago, but I don’t ever want to forget it.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.