When my “spiritual center” is off, my thoughts tend to wander into dark places.
This can happen after being sober for any period of time. Outside distractions can interfere with my connection with God.
My old ways of thinking return.
My old ways of feeling return.
Then I’m headed to my old ways of being.
I need to remember that the only reason I’m still alive is the Grace of God. My primary purpose is to serve Him and not myself.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.