I have had my share of difficulties in my life. Some of my own doing, and some not.
It’s tough to see daylight in the chaos of battle. The smoke doesn’t clear until I stop fighting.
I need to surrender. Not give up, but surrender to the idea that I am my own enemy.
I need to lean on people who care.
I need to lean on God to guide me out of the chaos.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.