I used to think that if I could control my drinking, I would be ok. That’s a serious joke.
Anything that I need to control is already out of control. For me, it’s all or nothing.
I had to learn the hard way, but I get it now. If I fool myself into thinking it will be different if I start drinking, I am the fool.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.