If I had been a normal drinker, I imagine that my life would be so different.
I would not have tortured myself every day with guilt, shame, and remorse.
I would not have lived with constant, unfounded fear.
I would not have tried to escape from the reality of my life by drinking.
I would not have destroyed my soul.
If I was a normal drinker I might never have been able to experience the suffering and redemption which has brought me to see God’s Purpose in my life.
I am grateful for my life – exactly as it is.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.