“Just one more. It’s ok.”
I can’t count how many times I said that when I was using and drinking. I was addicted to “more”. Even when I knew I shouldn’t, I couldn’t help it.
Now I realize that “Just one more” will free the beast within me that wants me to suffer and die.
Now I depend upon God instead. Sometimes the only thing between me and my next drink is God.
Now, all I want is one more day.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.