I have been blessed with a great ability to remember things – dates, names, events of the past…
It’s also at times a curse because I remember the darkest parts of my past very well. If I think back and focus on it, I can remember exactly how I felt at the time.
I had come to believe all the lies I had told myself. I tried to frame the way I lived within those lies.
Now, I understand better that my unhappiness comes when I try to be someone I am not.
Acceptance of who I am and what I am brings me peace. It brings me closer to what God wants me to be.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.