Eventually I came to the realization that my self-will fueled my insanity.
Whenever my motives are selfish, things don’t work out the way I want. Thus, I become more selfish trying to get my own way.
When I seek God’s Guidance and try to follow His Will for me, my motives are clearer and I can accept outcomes even if they are not what I want.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.