After being shown the better way to live, I can’t say “I didn’t know”.
Unless I have some kind of memory illness, I can’t say “I forgot”.
Once I have been given the opportunity to live clean and sober, I can’t say “I couldn’t help it”.
If I decide to pick up again, I am saying “Forget God – I choose to suffer”.
I can’t lie to myself and get away with it.
“To thine own self be true”.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.