My abuse of substances interfered with everything else and everything else interfered with my using and drinking.
I now realize that deep-down I was seeking peace and connection, but I didn’t know how to do that.
I had to go down a dark path to find it. If I had not been an alcoholic in recovery I might never have found it.
I guess it takes what it takes to get here.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.