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June 14, 2025
Some days I just feel overwhelmed, mainly with all of the things I have in front of me. I have expectations of myself that sometimes are too much. I do it to myself – I get “too far out over my skis”. At times like that, I can easily get the “F**k Its”, which is…
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June 13, 2025
Most days I do not struggle to have a good perspective, but it was not always like this. For me, quieting my mind takes practice and patience. I need to try to set aside the noise in my mind, ask God to take away my fears, and allow my soul to listen. Despite my inadequacies,…
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June 12, 2025
God doesn’t owe me anything. God hears my prayers, if I ask Him sincerely and humbly. God does not comply with my demands. God shares His Grace with me as He sees fit, on His terms, and in His time. I would not have this life without the Grace of God. God, please help…
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June 11, 2025
Since I stopped drinking, I have yet to find a good enough reason to drink again. Each difficulty I have faced has not caused me to drink. I know that picking up a drink will always turn a good situation into a bad one, and a bad situation into a worse one. I know that…
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June 10, 2025
God’s Grace changed the course of my life. Every time I was on the brink of giving up, God brought me back. I should never give up Hope. I should never feel defeated. I thank God for bringing me here and giving me this life. God, please help me to be ok today. Thank…
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June 9, 2025
While I have been trying to find and understand my purpose, it occurs to me that my purpose is not one thing. I have a purpose in surviving. I have a purpose in accomplishing some near-term goals. I have a purpose in loving those close to me. I have a purpose in trying to become…
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June 8, 2025
Sometimes I make a bad decision for the right reason. It’s usually when I’m trying to help someone else and they let me down. I can’t control other people and I can’t control what they do. I need to take care of my “side of the street” and do the best I can each day.…
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June 7, 2025
When I look back at my journey, there were many times where I felt lost. Whenever that happened, people gave me directions and I was able to find my way. Like many of us, I am not good at asking for directions. I always thought that I would just figure things out. It’s a pride…
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June 6, 2025
I must never forget where I came from and what my life used to be like. I have a “built-in forgetter”, which is fueled by ego and denial. The denial part says it wasn’t that bad. The ego part says I got here on my own. Every day I need to remember how soul-less I…
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June 5, 2025
For me, the desire to drink really did go away. When I first stopped, I didn’t think the desire ever would be lifted. The fear of picking up a drink was constant. Praying, going to meetings and listening to direction on how to stop helped a lot, but that fear made me very uncomfortable. Then…