Author: Dennis W.

  • May 6, 2026

    When my mind is racing, there is usually more than one problem that I’m trying to wrestle.

    I cannot solve all of my problems in one day. So, I need to pause and “look at my feet”.  This is where I am right now.

    I need to look at today with hope, not dread. 

    Today is a gift to be opened one moment at a time.

    Perhaps I should let God guide me through it and be grateful for the gift.

     

    God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.

  • May 5, 2026

    I cannot take any credit for the transformation from the person I was to the person I have become.

    Following the guidance of those who freely showed me the way, and turning my will and my life over to the Care of God has changed my life.

    By giving away what was freely given to me, I get to continue to live my life as God intended.

    I try to live up to that responsibility, one day at a time.

     

    God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.

  • May 4, 2026

    It is exhausting to beat my head against a wall, trying to change something that won’t budge

    Sometimes the problem is that I don’t see that the answer is out of my hands. 

    Sometimes the problem is that I don’t see that the answer is to look for the open door.

    Sharing a problem with others and keeping an open mind provides me with the wisdom I need to see what to change and how to do it.

    God always has the final say. Seeking His Guidance saves me a lot of trouble.

     

    God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.

  • May 3, 2026

    I used to think that somehow I had to be perfect – about everything. It was like it was a condition of my self-worth.

    In my mind it was true. That’s where the truth ended. That led to self-loathing.

    I have learned that I need to accept my flaws and try to get better.

    In turn, I need to accept others for who they are and how they are.

     

    God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.

  • May 2, 2026

    Having big difficulties with my phone account due to someone reporting my messages as “spam”.

    As a result, I may have to change to a new phone number because Apple has blocked my number, maybe forever. That part is out of my hands.

    That’s life in the uber-sensitive world these days. I’m not happy about it.

    Changing my number which I have had for over 25 years will be arduous.

    I’m sure there is a “silver lining” to this cloud but I don’t see it right now.

    I need to look for the good in today, but I’m distracted.

     

    God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.

  • May 1, 2026

    Sometimes doing the right thing is hard. My fears get in the way of right action.

    If I put my trust in God and have faith that He will make sure everything will be ok, it’s a lot easier.

    God helps me to persevere, one day at a time.

     

    God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.

  • April 30, 2026

    Sometimes we pray for a miracle. We don’t really know what it will look like, but we hope for anything that might turn things around for us.

    Perhaps the real miracle is that we have hope.

    Perhaps the real miracle is that we pray.

    Perhaps the miracle happens in such small ways that we don’t really notice until it’s in our rear-view mirror.

    Sharing the stories of our miracles gives each other hope.

    Demonstrating our faith in the Power of God in our lives gives each other faith.

    That’s just the way I see it.

     

    God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.

  • April 29, 2026

    I have had my share of difficulties in my life. Some of my own doing, and some not.

    It’s tough to see daylight in the chaos of battle. The smoke doesn’t clear until I stop fighting.

    I need to surrender. Not give up, but surrender to the idea that I am my own enemy.

    I need to lean on people who care. 

    I need to lean on God to guide me out of the chaos.

     

    God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.

  • April 28, 2026

    I’m still learning. I haven’t got life all figured out yet.

    Experience and observation have been my best teachers. 

    After a while, I have learned that I don’t need to solve every problem, especially those that are not mine to fix.

    Just like parenting a child, sometimes I need to let others figure things out for themselves.

    The first time running through a wall is always a little bloody. A few bumps and bruises won’t last forever, but perhaps the lessons will.

    I know that approach has worked for me.

     

    God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.

  • April 27, 2026

    I am sad to report the passing of our friend John Flynn. He was a strong member of our Fellowship for 47 years.

    I have known John since my early days in recovery. His dedication to helping the still sick and suffering alcoholic is unmatched.

    He helped countless alcoholics find their way, including me.

    In his final days he told me how grateful he was for his life, that being an alcoholic in recovery had become a blessing and not a curse.

    He accepted the inevitable with courage because he knew that acceptance was the answer.

    He wasn’t a saint but he was an angel. I will miss him.

    Semper Fidelis, John.

    May God care for the soul and the memory of John. May he rest in peace forever.

     

    God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.