The decision to not drink and instead go to the hospital detox was surreal.
Up until then I did not realize my plight but I was desperate.
It was like I was not making the decision, but rather I was just following along.
I understand now that God intervened and guided me to the decision.
God has His Reasons. He knows what is best for me.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.
People change because of one of two motivators – inspiration or desperation.
My desperation to change was motivated by the fear that I would not survive if I couldn’t get sober and stay sober.
My inspiration to change was motivated by the desire to live as those who had managed to get sober.
The change in me started and continues with a reliance and trust in a Power greater than myself.
One day at a time, I seek God’s Help.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.
When I was drinking and using drugs, my soul was rotting away and I was further from God than I had ever been in my life.
I was living a wretched existence.
As difficult as it was to stop and stay “stopped”, it became easier over time because I eventually saw the Grace of God in saving my life.
My path is my path. But had I not been a suffering addict and alcoholic, I may have never found God in my life.
My alcoholism is not a tragedy. It led to my salvation.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.
If I stopped drinking, why would I need to identify my character defects and have to ask God to remove them? Shouldn’t putting down the substances be enough?
My character defects were developed and perfected by me, so that I could navigate the world in a way that seemed to work for me.
They cause me to act out in ways that are unacceptable to myself and others. When I act-out in unhealthy ways, it brings back my old ways of thinking about myself and thus I want to drink or use drugs.
It requires constant vigilance for me to be aware of them.
It requires God’s Power to remove them from me.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.
God will send an angel if I really need one.
God decides who to send.
God decides when to send them.
I can’t be fussy about who God sends.
I can’t be fussy about the message they bring.
I just need to keep my eyes and heart open so that I don’t miss it.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.
Sometimes life doesn’t go according to my plans.
Sometimes it’s something small, like a flat tire.
Sometimes it’s something big, like losing a job or a loved one.
In any case, it’s not what happens that matters as much as how I respond to it.
Everything happens for a reason. Every adversity comes bearing a gift.
If God has allowed me to survive a hardship, God will show me a solution.
I’m living proof of that.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.
This life doesn’t last forever, so I had better enjoy what’s left of it.
The value of my life can’t be measured in material things because I can’t take any of it with me.
The value of my life must be measured in what I leave behind. The only treasure I can leave behind is the positive effect I have had upon others.
Every day I get the opportunity to share that treasure. My hope is that the treasure gets passed on.
My hope is that’s what God wants from me.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.
No one else can get me sober.
I must suffer the pain to get here.
I must be willing to change.
I must do the work.
I must get selfish about my recovery.
I must take the leap of faith to trust God to restore me to sanity.
I must help others in order to keep my sobriety.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.
When I started down this road to recovery, I thought it was only to figure out how to not drink. That, in itself, was a steep mountain to climb.
The people guiding me assured me that there is so much more to recovery than abstinence.
They promised me a beautiful life.
I’m happy to report that they were right.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.
“I got this”.
That phrase is one of the most arrogant things I can think or say. It implies that somehow I have everything figured-out and I can handle this life on my own.
I need other people. It’s like we are all trying to get into the same lifeboat and stay in it.
God keeps it afloat, not any one of us individually.
God, please help me to be ok today. Thank You. Amen.